| in memorium |
“The reality is that you will grieve forever.
You will not ‘get over’ the loss of a loved one; you will learn to live with it.
You will heal and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered.
You will be whole again but you will never be the same. Nor should you be the same nor would you want to.”
– Elisabeth Kübler-Ross
Jan got to appreciate the addition to this altar for her
Heaven up there
Songwriters:
Leo Wyndham / Matt Hodges / Rupert Turner
Well the night is gone and the shadows clear
When I hear my song the grave beneath
See what you want but the rising tide
I'm a force of god a thousand lives
I take what I want
'Cause I'm the frightening sky
I'm a selfish man designed to die
But is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
But even exist in space to separate us from them
To know that your blood runs thin
Still live with the truth within
So scrape up the bruise I wear and eradicate all my fears
But planning to walk these stairs
I don't know where my future is.
Is it heaven up there?
Say I've been blind for the use of my time
I'm gonna be a better man
The ground that I stand - there's something out there
Just know that I've cared
Do this side by side - motion with the tide
Ooh ooh ooh
Is it heaven up there? 'Cause it's hell down here
Yes, it's hell down here
Is this heaven up there?
I know there's heaven up there
'Cause there's heaven up there.
The clouds speak to me through you
I see you everyday
